Johnny Depp

"For what we want most, there's a cost that must be paid in the end."

Today I was watching, "Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End" The "Pirat's" movies always out me in a fabulous and distractable mood. Actually, almost any Johnny Depp movie does that lol. Mainly because he's such an amazing actor that I can easily get lost in his work. Movies like "Pirate's", "Alice in Wonderland" and "Chocolat" make it easy to not think about anything else.

Cruel Intentions

Cruel Intentions

Every single person on the planet has intentions towards one another. Whether they be the intention to love, entertain, humiliate or betray. A million different intents... billions of different people. And how can we even fathom who means what? You could fall in love with someone you never meant to and at the risk of your reputation or something else unimportant, you could hurt them deeply and leave them in your dust.

What are you supposed to do?

I don't understand how anyone could ever take pleasure in someone else's pain.

And I still don't understand how joy can infect a persons whole being in a split second.

Wow this blog is kind of all over the place lol.

I was watching the movie, "Cruel Intentions" and movies like that always make me think of things wayyyy too deep for this time of night lol.

All I know is that wherever I am, joy always seems to find me.

And cruel intentions are around every corner.

All I can do is tread lightly.

<3Megan

True Colors

Well here's the down low =D
Fisher and I decided to start dating eachother, exclusively, and well... not really get to know eachother... but just to work on bettering ourselves for a future relationship. He put it in better words but I can't think of them right now lol.
I'm pretty much on cloud 9 right now so I'll just share with you the song in my head for this evening.

True Colors
Glee Cast

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Think Outside The Bun?

Oh my goodness... KFC has taken eating to a whole other level.
I don't even wanna go into how disgusting this is. So here's a link to do the talking for me.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/36179954/ns/business-consumer_news/?GT1=43001

Ew

Ugh

Gross

The Kill

Kill.... many people use the word 'kill' as lightly as they use the word love. It can mean humor, anger or complete seriousness and let's hope it never means that last part or we're dead... no pun intended. Well, kinda :D

Sometimes I wonder how you could even joke about that. Like the word 'hate.' You can be tricked by a friend or have a joke played on you an in a fit of laughter say, "Oh my gosh you guys, I hate you! I could like, totally kill you right now! I can't believe you just did that."

Lol... only if your a valley girl or dumb blonde could you really sound like that... but still. I think you get my point.

Everyone throws tiny words around that have bigger meanings and I'm boggled as to how we could let that happen. We might say, 'I love you,' but could be fucking the next door neighbor! That's a true form of hate. Not love. So the next time you speak, think clearly on what you're saying.

The Kill

By: 30 Seconds To Mars

What if I wanted to break

Laugh it all off in your face

What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor

Couldn't take all this anymore

What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down

Marry me, bury me

I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight

Beg for the rest of my life

What would you do?

You say you wanted more

What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you

Come break me down

Marry me, bury me

I am finished with you

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else

But nothing seemed to change

I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself

Fighting for a chance

I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down

Marry me, bury me

I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

Come, break me down

Break me down

Break me down

What if I wanted to break?

What if I, what if I, what if I

Bury me, bury me

You Always Find A Way To Keep Me Right Here Waiting

I'm on a leash... chained to you like... I don't even know.
I have no fancy words or analogies. I have no pretty phrases or rhymes.
You call to me... tempting me with 'ifs' and 'maybes' and I come to you like a lost puppy dog.
I keep giving you all of me and I only get tiny glimpses of you.

I want to rewind back 2 years when my grandma was still alive... when I still lived with her and my dad... when I had just gotten engaged to the love of my life. All the happy pieces of my life seem to not fit anymore. I'm doing things on my own and I thought it would be more scary becaause I've never really done anything on my own. But it's exciting and I think God needed me to realize that as long as I have Him I can do anything.

Right Here
By: Staind

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending, it's as much as I can take.
And you're so independent, you just refuse to bend
So I keep bending 'till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting