You Always Find A Way To Keep Me Right Here Waiting

I'm on a leash... chained to you like... I don't even know.
I have no fancy words or analogies. I have no pretty phrases or rhymes.
You call to me... tempting me with 'ifs' and 'maybes' and I come to you like a lost puppy dog.
I keep giving you all of me and I only get tiny glimpses of you.

I want to rewind back 2 years when my grandma was still alive... when I still lived with her and my dad... when I had just gotten engaged to the love of my life. All the happy pieces of my life seem to not fit anymore. I'm doing things on my own and I thought it would be more scary becaause I've never really done anything on my own. But it's exciting and I think God needed me to realize that as long as I have Him I can do anything.

Right Here
By: Staind

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending, it's as much as I can take.
And you're so independent, you just refuse to bend
So I keep bending 'till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting