Thursday, December 30, 2010

Not Alone



Not Alone
From "A Very Potter Musical"

GINNY:
Ive been alone
surrounded by darkness
and Ive seen how heartless
the world can be

And Ive seen you crying
you felt like its hopeless
Ill always do my best
to make you see

That Harry, youre not alone
cause youre here with me
and nothings ever gonna bring us down
cause nothing can keep me from lovin you
and you know its true
it dont matter whatll come to be
our love is all we need to make it through

Now I know it aint easy
(HARRY: No it aint easy)
But it aint hard trying
(HARRY: its so hard trying)
everytime I see you smiling
and I feel you so close to me
tell me

GINNY & HARRY:
That baby youre not alone
cause youre here with me
and nothings ever gonna bring us down
cause nothing can keep me from lovin you
and you know its true
it dont matter whatll come to be
our love is all we need to make it through

HARRY:
Now I still have trouble
I trip and stumble
trying to make sense of things some times
I look for reasons
but I dont need em
all I need is to look in your eyes
and I realize

RON: Hey Harry!
HARRY: You guys came back.

HARRY, RON, HERMIONE, & GINNY:
Baby youre not alone
cause youre here with me
and nothings ever gonna bring us down
cause nothing can keep me from lovin you
and you know its true
it dont matter whatll come to be
our love is all we need to make it through

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

30 Day Picture Project: Day 30; Last Day :)

Day 30
A picture of someone you miss.

I miss my best friend every single day! It makes me sad that she lives so dang far away lol.

Ok you guys, this is the last photo of my 30 day picture project. I hope you guys had fun taking this small journey with me and learning a little bit more about me as a person :)

Adios!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

30DPP: Day 29

Day 29
A picture that can always make you smile.

This pic always brings back good memories and makes me smile :] Josh and I had so much fun in San Fransisco.

30DPP: Day 28

Day 28
A picture of something you're afraid of.

I know it sounds reddiculous... But I'm terrified of supernatural stuff... The thought of visiting anywhere "haunted" freaks me out.
Like seriously... I couldn't even put a scary pic up of supernatural stuff just cus it'd freak me out xD

Sunday, December 26, 2010

30DPP: Day 27

Day 27
A picture of yourself and a family member.

These are my cousins (from left) Katie, Kimberlee and Kelcie. Idk what I'd do without these crazy girls!

This was right after Katie's graduation :)


Saturday, December 25, 2010

30DPP: Days 24, 25 & 26

Since the website wouldn't let me post pics the past few days, the last few days will be combined :)

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

I wish I could change the world and make it a happier place. No racism, no poverty, no discrimination of any kind.



Day 25 - A picture of your day.

Today's day consisted of working at my job, which is at the Winco Deli.


Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Music is something that means soooo much to me. It's been a part of my life since I was a little girl singing "twinkle twinkle" at the top of my lungs to all my stuffed animals :]



Tuesday, December 21, 2010

30DPP: Day 23

Day 23
A picture of your favorite book.

My favorite book series is Harry Potter :]


Monday, December 20, 2010

30DPP: Day 22

Day 22
A picture of something you wish you were better at.

 I want to be a better singer! :]




Sunday, December 19, 2010

30DPP: Day 21

Day 21
A picture of something you wish you could forget.

 The death of loved ones...


Saturday, December 18, 2010

30DPP: Day 20

Day 20
A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

 IRELAND! Technically my mother land lol. I wanna go there sooo bad :]

Friday, December 17, 2010

30DPP: Day 19

Day 19
A picture of you when you were little.

This is me as a toddler with my mom and dad before they split up. I must have been about 2-3 years old :]
This is another pic I really love... I look so happy =]


Thursday, December 16, 2010

30DPP: Day 18

Day 18
A picture of your biggest insecurity.


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

30DPP: Day 17

Day 17
A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 17: Youtube has constantly been impacting my life since Early 2009. I;ve been on there for almost two years :) www.youtube.com/TheMissMegan





Tuesday, December 14, 2010

30DPP: Day 16

Day 16
A picture of someone who inspires you.

My best friend, Sarah, has been and will always be my inspiration to do better =]
Especially with my writing!


Monday, December 13, 2010

30DPP: Day 15 halfway there!

Day 15
A picture of something you want to do before you die.

I really wanna publish my book! It's about a warrior named Sarah who has to save the world... or so to speak. There are a lot more details but it's awesome :)
This is sorts what I imagine she'd look like.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

30DPP: Day 14

Day 14
A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

I could never live without my baby niece, Miss Hayden :]
Look at that cute pie!!! xD


Saturday, December 11, 2010

30DPP: Day 13

Day 13
A picture of your favorite band or artist.

My favorite artist is Avril Lavigne. Enough said :)





Friday, December 10, 2010

30DPP: Day 12

Day 12
A picture of something you love.

I LOVE this scene from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, chapter 34. I cut out a few lines that weren't necassary but this is my most favorite scene from any book EVER lol. If they eff it up in the movie, I'll be super pissed :P

OH! And I know it's not really in picture form but when I tried to make it one, my program wouldn't work right ugh... So there's some pics at the end :]


I open at the close.

Breathing fast and hard, he stared down at it. Now that he wanted time to move as slowly as possible, he seemed to have sped up, and understanding was coming so fast it seemed to have bypassed though. This was the close. This was the moment.


He pressed the golden metal to his lips and whispered, “I am about to die.”

The metal shell broke open. He lowered his shaking hand, raised Draco’s wand beneath the Cloak, and murmured, “Lumos.”

The black stone with is jagged crack running down the center sat in the two halves of the Snitch. The Resurrection Stone had cracked down the vertical linerepresenting the Elder Wand. The triangle and circle representing the Cloak and the stone were still discernible

And again Harry understood without having to think. It did not matter about bringing them back, for he was about to join them. He was not really fetching them: They were fetching him.


He closed his eyes and turned the stone over in his hand three times.

He knew it had happened, because he heard slight movements around him that suggested frail bodies shifting their footing on the earthy, twig-strewn ground that marked the outer edge of the forest. He opened his eyes and looked around

They were neither ghost nor truly flesh, he could see that. They resembled most closely the Riddle that had escaped from the diary so long ago, and he had been memory made nearly solid. Less substantial than living bodies, but much more than ghosts, they moved toward him. And on each face, there was the same loving smile.


James was exactly the same height as Harry. He was wearing the clothes in which he had died, and his hair was untidy and ruffled, and his glasses were a little lopsided.

Sirius was tall and handsome, and younger by far than Harry had seen him in life. He loped with an easy grace, his hands in his pockets and a grin on his face.

Lupin was younger too, and much less shabby, and his hair was thicker and darker. He looked happy to be back in this familiar place, scene of so many adolescent wanderings.

Lily’s smile was widest of all. She pushed her long hair back as she drew closer to him, and her green eyes, so like his, searched his face hungrily, as though she would never be able to look at him enough

“You’ve been so brave.”


He could not speak. His eyes feasted on her, and he thought that he would like to stand and look at her forever, and that would be enough.

“You are nearly there,” said James. “Very close. We are . . . so proud of you.”

“Does it hurt?” The childish question had fallen from Harry’s lips before he could stop it.

“Dying? Not at all,” said Sirius. “Quicker and easier than falling asleep.”

“And he will want it to be quick. He wants it over,” said Lupin.

“I didn’t want you to die,” Harry said. These words came without his volition. “Any of you. I’m sorry ---“ He addressed Lupin more than any of them, beseeching him. “--- right after you’d had your son . . . Remus, I’m sorry ---“

“I am sorry too,” said Lupin. “Sorry I will never know him . . . but he will know why I died and I hope he will understand. I was trying to make a world in which he could live a happier life.”


A chilly breeze that seemed to emanate from the heart of the forest lifted the hair at Harry’s brow. He knew that they would not tell him to go, that it would have to be his decision.

“You’ll stay with me?”

“Until the very end,” said James.

“They won’t be able to see you?” asked Harry.

“We are part of you,” said Sirius. “Invisible to anyone else.”

Harry looked at his mother.

“Stay close to me,” he said quietly.

Harry clutched the Cloak tightly around him in the darkness, traveling deeper and deeper into the forest, with no idea where exactly Voldemort was, but sure that he would find him. Beside him, making scarcely a sound, walked James, Sirius, Lupin, and Lily, and their presence was his courage.

In case you haven't read the series/seen the movies, this is who some of the characters are from this scene.
Far left, Lupin, Lily, James, Sirius and Dumbledore. Pettigrew is in the back there, too, but we don't give a shit about him, he's an ass :)
And then I thought adding this would be cute :)
Some fan art of Lily & James in the backround as Remus and Sirius become more acquainted with baby Harry =P

Thursday, December 9, 2010

30DPP: Day 11

Day 11
A picture of something you hate.

I HATE that I have writers block and haven't been able to work on my novel.


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

30DPP: Day 10

Day 10
A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.

Idk about messed up things... but I always seem to get messed up when I'm with Zanne lol :)


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

30 Day Picture Project(30DPP): Day 9

Day 09
A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

All that can be said is: My grandma is amazing and my life would be nothing without the guidance, nurturing and love she gave a taught me before she passed away in 2008.


Monday, December 6, 2010

30DPP: Day 8

Day 08
A picture that makes you laugh.

This is from "A Very Potter Musical" A parody play put on about the Harry Potter series. Totally hilarious. These are the actor who plaed Harry and Hermione :)

They also did a second play called, "A Very Potter Sequel" that's just as funny :P



Sunday, December 5, 2010

30DPP: Day 7! ;]

Day 07
A picture of your most treasured item.

My most treasured item is a combination of my heart, soul and music. This picture is of lyrics to one of my favorite songs that describes perfectly how I feel to anyone I love :)






Saturday, December 4, 2010

30DPP: Day 6

Day 06
A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

I would love to trade places with Christina Aguilera... she has the most amazing voice ever and has played a role, whether acting or singing, in two of my favoirte movies: Burlesque and Moulin Rouge.

This is Christina Aguilera in her new movie, Burlesque. It was awesome and realy showcased her talent :)


Friday, December 3, 2010

30DPP: Day 5

Day 05
A picture of your favorite memory.

My favorite memory so far is going to Seattle to meet up with my best friend, Sarah, after not seeing her for seven years since she had to move to Canada.



I thought you'd like an extra pic of the Space Needle cus it's awesome :]

30DPP: Day 3+4

Day 03
A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

My favorite show was a tie between Glee and True Blood... but I enjoy watching the latter more than Glee, so here's a pic of the cast :)






Day 04
A picture of your night.

Tonight consisted of me working getting home, eating soup+sandwhich and watchin Glee :)



I had to put day 3 and 4 together cus I honestly forgot yesterday... so... enjoy! :]

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30 Day Picture Project [Day 2]

Day 02
A picture of you and someone you are the closest with.





This here is Josh Fisher... he and I have been dating on and off for 6 years :]

Monday, November 29, 2010

30 Day Picture Project :]

So there's this project I decided to pic up called, The 30 Day Picture Project. Each day there's a different topic for the type of picture. So day one's pic and topic are below. Enjoy :]

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and someone you are the closest with.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of your night.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of something you love.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss


Day one
Fifteen Facts:



1. My name is Megan, but most call me MissMegan
2. I LOVE youtube. I have my own channel www.youtube.com/TheMissMegan
3. I am currently debating on going to Western Oregon University.... and I'm pretty sold on it :]
4. My favorite movie is 'Easy A'
5. I get super giddy over simple things.
6. The best book series ever, in my opinion, is Harry Potter.
7. I have the biggest crush on Josh Fisher... shhhh! Don't tell! ;)
8. I'm pretty confident the best person in the world is Sarah Jin.
9. I LOVE movies.
10. I cry every time I see, "P.S. I Love You'
11. I have a serious shopping problem... one I don't wanna cure lol.
12. My addictions are shoes and pepsi =D
13. I lovelovelove photography and I regret selling my semi-pro camera =(
14. I really like twinkle lights and flowers :]
15. I'm currently on the second book of 'The Hunger Games'

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

100 Books

Have you read more than 6 of these books? The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books listed here. Instructions: Copy this into your NOTES. Bold those books you've read in their entirety. Italicize the ones you started but didn't finish or read only an excerpt. Tag other book nerds. Tag me as well so I can see your responses!




1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma -Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - A.A. Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Inferno - Dante
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - E.B. White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo



All the titles in bold are what I've read... lol.... that's 42 out of 100 books :]

Monday, November 22, 2010

3's of me... altered a bit :]

1. 3 names i go by (besides given name)

Miss Megan

(Meggie) Pooh

Baby Love

2. 3 jobs i've had in my life


Sales Associate

Barista

Deli Clerk

3. 3 places i've lived other than my home town


Beaverton

Cedar Hills

Happy Valley

4. 3 favorite drinks


Pepsi

Christmas In A Cup (Peppermint Mocha)

Fizzy! (Bawls Guarana Energy Drink)

5. 3 shows i watch


True Blood

Glee

Smallville

6. 3 places I've been


Oregon

California

Washington

7. 3 foods i love


Chinese Food

Rice&Chicken

Chicken&Gnochi Soup

8. 3 things I'm looking forward to


Christmas

Snow

Getting Done With School

9. 3 things that are always by my side


Cell Phone

Josh Fisher

Faith

10. 3 things i couldn't live without

Water

Oxygen

Love

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

BURNED

I feel emotionless
Emotional.
Nnothing and everything.
I'm angry and happy
Sad and rejoicing
Hurt beyond belief
Excited beyond all hopes.
Fearful
Fearless
Betrayed
Betrayer
Out in the open
Naked for all to see, except for those who won't look my way...
Which seems to be everyone these days.
Red-rimmed eyes
They sting from being so dry
After they were filled for so long.
Forgiveness
Forget?
I don't know...
The words are BURNED in my mind.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Siblings

Growing up, I often felt like an only child. So when schools would have surveys, I would put that I was one.
I lived with my dad and grandma most of my life. I almost never got to see my two older brothers, Josh and Chris. I remember when I was very little, in kindergarden, and how me and the boys would walk to school. Chris usually held my hand and Josh always seemed to have the biggest temper. I even remember some of the dresses and other clothing my mom would dress me in. And one memory I'm very fond of was when Josh brought home a tree sappling and we layed in the grass after burying it in the front yard, and we tried to watch it grow for hours. The only time I ever really felt like I had siblings was when I was that young girl...

Now, even though family ties are staring me right in the face... I still feel very awkward around my brothers, dad and my mom. I feel like I still don't know them like I should... I mean, I didn't see my brothers and mom for long periods of time. And yet, even though I still fee wierd, I also still feel that sense of belonging to these people. I feel a sense of ownership, to have them be a part of me. Every once in a while, I'll talk about my brothers to a friend and they'll say, "I didn't know you had brothers." And usually I have to take a mental step back and think, 'Wow, I DO have brothers, don't I?'

My eldest brother, Chris, told me the other day that when we were super young he'd play dress up with me since I didn't have a sister to play with. It hit me hard that this awesome brother of mine must remember so much more than I do, and he must have a stronger sense of family ties with me. I am his ginger kid sister after all =]

I hope to learn more about my brothers, mother and even my father in the future. And I hope we can become closer. My biggest regret in life is not reaching out more to my own brothers and becoming a good sister to them. I want that closeness and I want that sense of family. Cus really, we're all we've got.

I also regret not being able to ask my mom and dad the important questions for fear of upsetting them. Especially my dad.

I still feel like so many things are being kept from me.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Pocketfull of Sunshine



So I saw the movie, Easy A, in theaters twice now and I'm so in love with it! It definitely makes my top ten favorite movies =]

In other awesome news, Fisher and I got a car =]
It's a gold PT Cruiser and it's hella purdy!

Just hought I'd share =]

<3Megan

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Ch-ch-ch-CHANGES!

So life in the new apartment is glorious. To be honest, I wasn't quite sure what I'd expect. But certainly not for it to go so smoothly. Fisher and I have been existing harmoniously in our new place for about a month now. Simple things like cooking, shopping or laughing over somthing silly together always make me smile =]

So as the season changes from summer to fall, I look forward to the many wonderful happenings in our household =D

First, is the celebration of Fishers 21st birthday. I cannot convey to you how absolutely excited he is. I was, too, so I'm pretty excited FOR him ahahaha. I'm stoked to give him his presents =]

Another happening is our 2nd annual Halloween party. This year I'm dressing up as a Ginny Weasley from the Harry Potter series. Fisher, I believe, is going as Dr. Mario. A lot of people aren't aware of where exactly Dr. Mario originates in the array of Mario games. Everyone asks Fisher this question when he says what he wats to be for Halloween. He tells them, "Mario Tetris" and then laughs because a lot of people are like, "There's a Mario Tetris game???" lol. Most only know Dr. Mario from Super Smash Bros.

Anywho... I didn't buy an actual costume like I usually do. I pieced min together. I bought an old black gradation gown and am sewing on  Gryffindor patch to make it into my robes. And I bought a skirt on eBay. I already have some Mary Jane-looking shoes so all I need now is a nice white button down shirt, a sweater vest and some knee-high stockings. And maybe a wand. But I hink I'm just gonna hunt for one outside under the trees lol. Like I said in my youtube video titled: Spice Girls & Harry Potter, Ollivander would be ashamed lol.

Another change is the weather. Although I look outside and it's still nice out today, there have been some dismal days and, like evvery year, the weather change starts making me very tired and I get a lot of headaches. Usually I get sick right away... but maybe because I was sick all summer, my body decided to give me a break!

Today is day 9 of 9 in  row at work, due to the grand re-opening, so I guess I should go get ready. But if you wanna save some moolah on groceries, comeon down to the Milwaukie WinCo! lol...

Have an awesome day!

Monday, August 30, 2010

Seattle Lights

"Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight."
Benjamin Franklin

This Thursday I'm going to Seattle! Why? To see my best friend, Sarah Jin, whom I haven't seen in seven years. She and her family moved to Canada the summer before my freshman year of high school in 2003. I've known Sarah since I was ten years old and I'm so blessed to have her in my life as my best friend for life! :D

Although, I've never been to Seattle and it's a bit scary going somewhere new on your own. I'll b taking Amtrak or Greyhound there(whic I've never ridden before) and meet up with her on Thursday and come home Friday. I'm also a little nervous about seeing her. It' been so long and we weren't able to grow up together in the same schools or with similar friends. I worry I won't be who she expects me to be. BUT! I'm still stoked to see her because I know she'll love me no matter what and we'll always be best friends =]

Anyways... any tips for traveling by myself that I should know?

p.s. Adam I found some awesome flax seed chips at my work and omg they're so tasty! You should stop by sometime and check 'em out =D

Monday, August 23, 2010

Tuesday

Tuesday is the two year anniversary of my grandma passing away. She was like my mom.
Fisher thought I was mad at him today. I simply stated that I was just in a funk...
"What kinda funk" he asked.
"Oh... just thinking about tuesday..."
"Oh um... what's on tues-- oh yeah! I'm sorry I forgot! I couldn't get it off work, ethere! I'm sorry baby!"
I, of course, told him there was no reason to fret.

I'm visiting her grave on tuesday. I want to have a picnic and kinda just hang out there for the day so I can feel close to her. If anyone wants to come, that would be great. But I understand if you'd rather not waste a beautiful summer day in a cemetary eating crappy sandwhiches and watching me go all "black abyss emo ginger kid" lol.

I guess I just wanted to head up there early with nothing but a cup of coffee, some flowers, some music and munchies. Maybe I'll take a book and read out loud. My grandma said to me in her last years that she was so jealous of how I could sit in bed and read all day. She used to do that too, and her eyes were too weak to do it anymore. So I would sometimes read out loud to her when she would ask why I was laughing or crying while reading a book. She was always curious about the way I felt when reading something. My dad said I reminded him so much of her and her goodness and the way I "ticked."

But anyways... if you do decide to join me, just let me know through text or message me on facebook and we'll set something up =]

Thursday, August 12, 2010

F Off

New video teehee =P

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

If It's Not Like The Movies...

Hey there! It's just me again!

So here's some news!

Josh and I got approved for our apartment! Yay! So now we're moving to Easton Ridge apartments just down the road from Winco. =D
We're gonna have a painting party and a house warming party so keep september 10th-20th semi-open =P

Also, I think my bestie, Sarah, might be heading to Oregon! I haven't seen her in like, seven years!

Random note: I can't stop eating my delicious meal that Josh made me! I've been sick with such a sore throat that I could barely swallow, let alone eat anything. So all I've had to eat today was toast. And I was in urgent care all day. They thought I had strep but my test came back negative. They gave me some antibiotics and vicadin though... schweeeetttt! So now I can eat! YAY!

Here's my song of the day =]

 

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Friday, July 23, 2010

2 years next month...

Geneva Laura Farley


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

The Oregonian

A service will be at 10 a.m. Friday, Aug. 29, 2008, in the mausoleum of Mountain View Cemetery in Oregon City for Geneva Laura Farley of Milwaukie, who died Aug. 24 at age 84.

Geneva Laura Johnson was born Dec. 21, 1923, in Havre, Mont., and moved to Portland as a child. She graduated from Commerce High School and was a U.S. Bank teller for about 30 years. She moved to Milwaukie in 1970. She married Virgil Brandt in the early 1950s; he died in 1966. In 1968, she married Richard Farley; he died in 1983.

Survivors include her daughters, Linda Wright and Barbara Rice; sons, Allen Brandt, Jerry Brandt and Larry Farley; 16 grandchildren; and 17 great-grandchildren.

Arrangements by Hillside

Saturday, July 17, 2010

August. I Hate It.

My grandma died in August almost two years ago. My life has turned upside down since then.
Hopefully now it's headed on the right track. Here's a song that reminds me to keep going and hold on.

Oh Star
By: Paramore

Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade.
And I won't let you fall away.
From me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
That I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade away.
I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.

And I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.
And I won't let you fall away from me,
You will never fade...

Oh star fall down on me.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Disgusting

So yesterday my entire day was filled with really disgusting things =(

The day started out like any other. I went to work. It's super busy because it's the 4th of July weekend.

The first gross offence happened ten minutes into my shift. There were tons of workers back in the deli with me. Everyone was bumping into each other since it was so crowded. I was helping a customer and turned around to grab a plastic bag for the lunch meat. All of a sudden, my co worker was in my face and sneezed all over me, not even bothering to cover her mouth. I was thoroughly grossed out. But no... my journey doesn't end there my friends...

I was getting shrimp for a different customer. When I turned back to the counter to hand her the shrimp, she was no where to be seen. I didn't want to just set it on the counter and move to the next customer in case she wanted something else, so I went out the swinging doors to see where she was. I saw her on the ground, holding an infant. Apparently the little boy had just thrown up everywhere. I asked, "Ma'am, do you just want me to set this in your cart?" She turned to me and said, "Yeah and you need to clean this up!" I then proceeded to call maintenance and gag helplessly as I helped clean it up.

The third and final offence happened after I went to the restroom. I had just washed my hand when a little girl came up to me. She said, "I'm short." I was like, "Join the club" lol. She then asked, "Can you lift me up to wash my hands?" I thought for a second that I should tell her no, but I felt like being nice. When I bent over to lift her, she got this wicked smile on her face and yelled, "STRANGER DANGER!" and spit in my face!

I felt very violated yesterday. But today should be better. Gonna chill and eat pasta and watch fireworks =] Happy 4th of July you guys =D


Saturday, June 26, 2010

Yay For Updates!

So the first day of summer sucked. It was cloudy and I had to work. But almost every day since has been amazing. Sunny skies and awesome schedules at work. This week I have Sunday, Wednesday and Friday off =P I'm pretty excited! I might even get the 4th of July off, whoo! I wanna go to Oaks Park or somewhere closer to watch fireworks on the waterfront. If you wanna join me, let me know. I'd hate to go it alone!!! =P

So Sunday is poker night at Fishers house.
Tuesday is the midnight showing of Eclipse (finally!)
Wednesday is a day trip to the river!
Friday... not sure yet!

I do know, though, that I have to go apply for food stamps because I don't make enough money to support my living situation and LIVING off of food as well lol. So I'll probably do that super early on Wednesday.

Also, Fisher and I got into a fight. Communication has been our weak point for a while and it caught up with us. Things are better now... but they were pretty rocky the past week.

My 21st birthday is on July 13th and I cannot stress enough how excited I am! If you havn't gotten an invte yet, I'm having dinner and drinks at Old Chicago on the 16th to celebrate =D
On the actual day of my birthday, though, I'm going to the beach! If you wanna come, let me know! We have a full car right now, but if you have a car and would like to come, the more the merrier! We wanna go to seaside for an hour or so for shopping and then go to like, cannon beach or something to explore and collect seashells! We're also bringing a picnic!

Some bad news, though, is that they're starting the remodel on the deli at my work July 6th and it's supposed to last for 3 1/2 weeks. That means I'll get little to no hours and I'm not even sure if I'm allowed to collect unemployment like people have been saying I can... so if you have a way to help me make some extra cash, let me know.

I guess this has jut been an update blog for my summer so far. It's been pretty good, which pleases me, cus summer is my favorite time of year! I gotta hop off to work now, though! Love you guys!


Monday, June 21, 2010

First Day Of Summer


Today is the first day of summer. Whooo. (please note the sarcasm in my voice, due to the weather.)

This morning was super sunny and beautiful, but alas, clouds have altered not only the day, but my mood. I need to go out and do something fun soon, but today is day 3 of 4 at work and I must do my best to not drag my feet so I can get stuff done.

My co-worker, Katie, quit to go to school. (yay Katie!) But she was the main seafood clerk, besides the PIC(person in charge) Katina. So now I have to do it until they decide to hire someone else who can take my place in seafood. Or they might just decide I'm doing too good a job and make the new hire do my job =/

I think I might be spending way too much time with Fisher, too. That's also what's making me feel so down today. There's been a couple instances in the past week(some he's aware of, some he isn't) where he just pissed me off. I'm not sure if it's my fault for being around so much, or his fault for not making an effort.

On the upside, my cousin, Katie(not to be confused with my ex co-worker) graduated from high school a week ago. It's insane! It seems like yesterday I was walking her to her first day of kindergarten. I'll post a video when I have time later tonight to edit it and put it on YouTube =D

Can't Be Tamed

I haven't posted just lyrics lately... so here's some lyrics from a song that I can't stop listening to lately! Plus the video is beautiful and I REALLY love the costumes and makeup. I love videography soooo much =D

Can't Be Tamed
By: Miley Cyrus

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflections bout my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm on like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

I'm not a trick you play, I'm wired a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, it's set in my DNA
don't change me [x4]
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed